all done.
I moved today. I put all my things in a storage unit and went through hell, but I have no ties anymore to Eric. I think that is going to be a good thing for a while.
I am in a strange place. I feel very unlike myself today. I feel like there is nothing worth doing. I know it is probably the weather, but it is also something else.
I hate this part of relationships.
I think I have to get another blogspot name because everything reeks of Eric. Everything is something I've done with him in mind and it's too much to bear.
stine
4 Comments:
I'm sure the effort of moving and sorting all of that stuff was draining in a variety of ways. Just existing after that doesn't sound like a bad way to recover... especially if you can do it in a climate controlled location.
Also, may I recommend livejournal for a new home? :)
I thought you were all about the typepad?
In secret, stealth-land, I'm all about the livejournal. But don't tell anyone!
darling, i know it has to be difficult for you, at the moment.if i may : i suggest you find yourself and stay youself. reguardless of what man you may meet. stay that wonderful person you, i and everyone who knows you, are. get on with things, make it all a memory. rather than a heartache. i love you and wish you nothing but happiness. dad.. i miss hearing from you terribly. tho, i understand.
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