see, this is it.

this morning I wish I could have said all the words waiting to burst from my heart. the ones about my life, my goals, and how this company is a match for them. I wish I could adequately battle your suspiciousness, I wish I could not falter in front of your savage wit, I wish that you could mind meld with me and just know my thoughts.

for then you would know so much more.

but I will not be deterred, even though I may not be understood, you will sense the power of my conviction in my actions and life, you will see the ripples of this coming off me. you want me to be myself, fully realized, and I see this as a way of being that.

I just wish that I could have told you fully how it is for me. but my words were stuck in my throat and my heart was on fire.

you.

stine