Friday, November 12

to blog or not to blog

"So, what's your blog about?"

"I don't know. Nothing, really. Just me talking about stuff."

"Oh, well, then I probably won't be reading it."

There was more conversation between the two of us than just this, but this bit struck me the hardest, and honestly, pissed me off enough to have it coursing through my head three days later, on my day off, first thing in the morning.

I've thought about it in spare moments, in lulls, in avoiding eye contact on the train, I have wondered...what could I write about? What subject would be humorous, tragic, interesting, compelling, and hold my attention and yours for a while?

Previously, I thought about maybe rotating certain topics. You know, one day the school stuff, the next, an entry about the transistion of treachery in my move to Sbucks, or how about my experiences in what is widely regarded as cult (perky isn't it?) or my seldom but bizarre instances with my roommates (both of whom I'm convinced are on this planet just to drive each other and everyone around them absolutely bonkers). An entry on my process and thoughts on my writing, or excerpts from what I'm working on?

Well and good to say all that and more! Victory for Stine! Hurrah!

I guess I understand the idea of writing from one context, one pair of sunglasses, one project under blog, because naturally, everything fits together and influences everything, no matter how small. Even the frogs, who I nurtured to death over the summer, find their way into the name of this thing, this monster I am building.

"Anybody can do a blog, you know."

Yeah, well, I'm not just anybody. Maybe this won't seem interesting to people surfing the web because it's got no definable topic, and maybe it won't even be interesting to the people who know me, but I hope that even when the subject fails to be compelling, my writing is. I'm not interested in becoming famous because of my blog, or developing a book out of my blog, or whatever other opportunity comes out of it. I'm not here for that. I wouldn't even have a blog if it wasn't for the fact that I wanted to keep in touch with people in my life who I don't see a lot. And, I wanted to write.

You know, all that, and she didn't even bother coming to look, didn't even open the page, suggested without looking. The biggest pill about it is that I attend (take time out of my busy schedule) things that she invites me to. Not to say that I go every time, but I have gone more than any other person who knows her. And I think that was the shitty thing, that she could be all nose upturned at me over something that I was just beginning to formulate and not have even bothered to come look. But the sting aside, I think she may have a point.

I wanted you who are voting citizens to cast a vote: subject based or alternating topics?

5 Comments:

At 11/12/2004 2:25 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Kitt says: I think the Blog is great, who ever choose not to read misses out on your creative and witty writting style. Your flair for decriptions,humor,beauty and zest for life in general. Maybe my opinion is biased but , hey who cares:) I think its a great site and give you many kuddos for having the nerve to write for all to see and the motivation to maintain it. I give you great thanks for sharing it with me:) Hugs you are great! Love ya!

 
At 11/13/2004 1:25 PM, Blogger stine said...

Cindrew said, "...everyone wants a little attention." Ah. No truer words have been so concisely written. For proof, look no further than the Reality TV phenomenon, or articles in the Red Eye about how television producers prefer to stock their Reality TV shows with Chicagoans, since we have both the big city sophistication mixed with the down home values that make for interesting television.

Yes, Chicagoans, come one and all, we are the makers of reality!

Whoah. Excuse the digression. I can sometimes get carried away when the spotlight is on me.

You seem benevolent and wise, and on some levels, I think giving other people your attention is the purest and most basic aspect of love you can generate. I am thinking more of children, whose rallies and movements are desperate to be seen.

The funny thing about me and the blog is that I've been a blog member for a long time. I've been debating the pros and cons of having this thing, of starting this thing, and I think more than anything, I wanted to be regular about it, I wanted to keep it up. And I knew that the only way to do that was to get my friends and family (hey kids!) to look for and listen to my writing. I don't know if it's similar to the chicken and the egg argument, but I knew that for me, those two things were completely dependant on the other.

The other funny thing about attention is that compliments fall into some other realm that tend to make artists or attention mongers rather uncomfortable. I like to think it's because what we're up to is so natural and such an extension of our own body that we feel weird when someone catches on.

I have no qualms with compliments however. Thank you. I appreciate your compliment on my narrative style. I've worked really hard on producing interesting writing, and it's nice that you noticed that. This may sound pretentious, but in every sense of the word, I am a writer. Moreso, what I'm interested in becoming is a term my creative nonfiction teacher liked to bandy about, and that was: Working Writer.

thanks

 
At 11/13/2004 1:28 PM, Blogger stine said...

Kitt! Goodness gracious, I was wondering where you'd been! How are ya darlin? I have missed you and look forward to seeing you here.

Thank you for the positive feedback. You know better than most what sort of turn for the better this writing is and I'm glad you can see that.

Keep coming by!
I love you!

 
At 11/15/2004 12:07 AM, Blogger Zin said...

Christine, blog as you will dear. This your very own little narcissistic corner of the web. I generally find that your life becomes the most entertaining "rotating subject". What better place to draw ideas than that which you experience uniquely everyday? - Zin

 
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